A sense of entitlement.

Do I really deserve ANY of what i'm getting? Only if it's good.

I think that's what most people believe, myself included. As much as I would like to branch away from this line of thinking, it's almost as if this mentality is instinctual.

Perhaps that's what monks are getting at when they live a life of asceticism. Why do I always want more?

Malicious Intent

I wonder if other people think the same bad things as I do. I'm sure somewhere out there, there is a twisted little doppelganger that thrives in the failings of others just like I do. Why is it that I like to watch people fail?

Maybe I should see a shrink.

Bioshock is melting my brain.

I'm playing a game called "Bioshock" on the ps3 because it's going to make me a good surgeon one day. I read a study on how playing first person shooters makes a doctor better with hand eye coordination, but they left out the part where too much just melts the brain away. I swear I can barely type complete sentences right now.

In any case, all this free time is going out the window once my education starts, so I better waste it the best I can.

This is new.

No one is going to read my first entry but me. So I'm not going to write anything that important, just that I am beginning a blog.